11 May 2009

and the tears streams ..

Ya Allah..
Tuhanku.. dari dulu, sekarang, sehingga ke akhirnya.. tetapkan imanku padaMu..

Allah ya Rahman.. ya Rahim..
i feel really stupid.. nk wat assignment, x reti
nk tanye sape..
smua coursemate aku mcm x nk ajar aku.. tapi klu org len tny, diorg willingly share..
am i too low to their standard..

dulu..aku x pernah menghargai ukht fillahku..
sedangkan x pernah dia jemu if i approach her..
regardless on what circustances she's in..
dlm study.. mental n health sickness..
she's always willing to spare her time ...
x pernah dier bersangka buruk..
tapi klu skng, if i share it with others, they would felt that im juz making it up.. when its not..
forgive me sis, for not able to express my gratitude to u..

O Allah.. protect my beloved sister here..
protect her from the cruelty of the world.. love her...really2 love her more than i do..
and if u decreed for me to die 1st or her, without able to meet one final time.. do let her know, i really2 love her.. for she remind me of U when i lose hope.. when im in despair..
Permudahkanlah urusan k_..c in dis dunya, to bring back islam as the eyes of the world..

one will like to meet her back in paradise.. but one know its impossible.. for she's the jannah bound servants. n one here know one will never able to step into jannah..

really forgive me Allah.. for not able to kept steadfast as a real servant. despite the bi'ah U placed one to be in..

Allah Taala.. tetapkan diriku dan akhwat semua dalam jalan sebenar.. jalan yang teguh menuju redhaMu..mengibarkan kembali panji al-haq.

k-baie,k-ja,k-fathimah,k-rahmi,k-shikin,k-hana,k-aidah,k-fazihan,k-nabihah,k-mardhiah,k-aini,k-murni, k-ainun,k-mazlin,k-aishah,k-farahhanim,k-syera,k-nisa,ksaadah,
salwana,sufia,rose,fazzliana,syafinaz,itri, aisha,jamilia,nadia,fauziyatul,mufidah,
sarah,intan,n_zaila,azrina,azni,aisha_n,sakeenah,:
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:..... etc.. semua akhawat city, clayton, interstates.. throughout d whole universe..

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