im trying to turn myself back to what they called it as 'snow queen'.

its not that i want to be a queen. but, it what my primary and lower secondary friends regard me as.

i am indeed a heartless person back then..

but the truth is, inside, everything is raging, but the face i hold up, is emotionless.

so, its not actually i was heartless back then..

but i was not going to portray to others whats the real feelings inside.

i changed to be such a 'full of expressions' person, when i got to know my best friend in mrsm.

but now, i need to change myself back. so i wont hurt anyone anymore.