today was ackward..
from morning i felt my legs are not strong..
each time i walk, it felt as if i'll collapse any moment..
while i was driving back home today, my leg which was stepping on the pedal vibrated..
i was quite 'shocked' or surprised of this.. but Alhamdulillah, i manage to arrive home safely..

hm.. are these the signs that im going to leave the world soon..
so, i searched on it..
my finding showed that perhaps  my time to leave is not far off..

i have to seek forgiveness from The Almighty, from the people who knows/knew me..

this also explain why anything i read recently, either books or messages are related to death.
huhu..
may He forgive me all the wrong doings..